Tennae Maki
A study in cartography
She felt the weight of her head as she cradled it in her hands
not far from her idol form
an old road – rutted and overgrown – wove past.
The dust that was periodically swept up, when a bike or car
drove by, was concealed behind the brick walls that she sat
behind.
There beside the second floor windowsill, she sat
a nearby globe cocked on its axis mimicked her spine and head.
She traced the crevices of her face and ran her fingers through
her hair
such a familiar way.
Amongst the fortunes that the globe beheld. The weight of her skull
that was supported by her neck. It could be none all the different.
To rest was just the same.
The woodpecker tells me of who I never knew.
There are still screws in the wall from
the picture frames you dismounted and
packed away.
These scars on the apartment wall have joined
the other skids, hooks, and holes of anonymity.
When the sounds of trolly wagons ring through
my ears, I yearn for an era that I've never known.
These same songs are sung when planes fly
above and conversations are heard through walls.
These are the days that I let rose buds crumble
and daisy heads droop towards the floor.
The marks on the wall and the listless flora on
tabletops are nothing compared to the ambient
noises that seep into the space you left behind.
It could have happened yesterday or a century ago,
but I never noticed the wall paint has cracks in it;
then again, there aren't any woodpeckers around
here at all.
What the sand betrays
The finite young woman, was no
more than five and twenty years.
She was by far the youngest shell out
there on that rock, that arid landscape.
The dress on her back being the exception,
and yet, as it was of like color to her fragile
form, it could be said that it'd become of her
rather than a disparate thing.
Her sunken back mimicked the shapes of
that seemingly dormant terrain. As did
the surfaces of her frame. Of like colors.
Such a simple game.
The burnt ocher horizon of hill and glass
met her line of sight in such a way that neither
encouraged her to squint ahead, nor lift her hand
to shield her eyes.
For what was ahead was not unlike what she'd
left behind. Namely the difference being that
there was no sign of tread or stumble just ahead.
If she'd thought to turn back and find her path
it'd have been easy for just a few steps.
After that it'd have been near impossible.
The wind was subtle, to her it was nothing but
a whisper. But where lips do form to mutter such
a breath, so might one care to smear with a kiss.
An effort to trace her trail was folly.
A perpetual trek was worth only in so much as
one might aim towards the sun just ahead.
When then folds into now and other grievances
with nature.
My mind twisted like the cursive hand of a scribe.
All of my thoughts about what had been seemed to
have contorted into something idol and frozen;
something that I hadn't known. It was as if each one
was a photograph that I had taken, but the negatives
had been developed by another hand.
I wanted to wait for the waves to wash away my path
in the sand. But wait, the water has broken and my foot
steps are still there, although feint. My face still tingles
from the splash of the tide.
Perhaps, I am the spy in the sky.
When the sky swallowed the land
The wire fence's grate cast a shadow upon
the nest. These feint little lines made it hard
to discern which side of the braided metal
railing was meant to be entwined.
These little shapes, cut from the sun and laid
out in dark gray, were hardly details that could
be readily observed by the unabsorbed window
side gazer.
In truth, I wouldn't even normally include myself
as one of the few that cared to look at such subtle
nuances. But it was a simple Sunday and there
was little else to co opt my time. The daily paper
was late on arrival and the chirp of the birds was
as pronounced as the croak of the coffee pot.
The little sepia bed of twigs and leaves was lost
in the industrial cladding. Fences of this sort
were none to be considered unconventional. All
the same, it seemed a shame, to see the illusion
of such a cage.
Amidst the rays of my morning suspicions, none
were as boisterous as the sinking bed of earth,
which was being swallowed by the sky.